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Sunday, April 29, 2007


-This Is My Life, for now..-

There was a half-prize sale going down at Lea Centre and so my mum brought us to buy some shoes. There were so many people there. My sister bought a pair of white school shoes and a pair of sandals, whereas my brother bought a pair of sports shoes. Me? Well, being a “muka-brand” girl, I bought a pair of really really really cute Adidas Sneakers! Haha. It was the exact type that I have been dreaming of. Adidas is one of my most favourite brand, apart from Fila. I somethings define myself as, “Fila Girl, dreaming of Adidas” lolz. I didn’t really NEEDED the sneakers, I just WANTED them. Haha. Yes I know, I’m spoiled and materialistic. It was a shame the Adidas tees on sale weren’t my taste, otherwise my wardrobe would be super full by now. Lolz.

check out my new kicks...


I’m just glad I have something to cool myself down for now. I’ve been having a really tough week since the Swinburne Debate. My studies weren’t much of a problem because I have managed to catch up with all my homework now. 1st term exam starts on the 9th, which is super early. But Mr Cosmos, my physics teacher, said that he set the date around that time to make it convenient for the teachers. HELLO, what about US?? Oh well, I started studying yesterday anyway. Apart from that, I’ve just been down right miserable with both explainable and unexplainable reasons. One thing for sure is that everything I do comes round to bite me in the face. I just don’t understand lah. I seem to be making wrong decisions and its killing me, big time. Sigh.

I got into a slight argument with Brother on Friday, not that I’m proud of it. I guess I was an emotional wreck before and when I went into “battle” with him. We’re ok now, but why does it still hurt? Sigh x1000.. And not to mention the production of the school magazine. I assigned the Head of Statistics and Reporters Unit with a specific job and all he has to do is pass it to the Form 3 people to do it for him. Instead, he dumped it to my Head of Graphics Unit, who has absolutely nothing to do with this. FYI, it was assigned to him more than a month ago and it’s still not done. Sigh, I should’ve just done it myself.

That’s only to name a few. Other than that, I’m suppose to be going to Sibu on Wednesday for MSSS Tennis. But since my exams are next week, I can’t afford to miss classes anymore, so I gladly sat this one out. Doesn’t matter to me whether or not I make it as the division or state player. My education is more important for the moment and so that is my stand. Sorry Nicole, didn’t mean for it to work out this way. Crazy crazy week. The only thing that’s keeping my sane is MUSIC.. I love music. Its an important part of my life. The songs are something I can relate to and I really love the rhythm and beat of the songs. I can listen to the same song over and over again for the whole day and won’t get sick of it. My favourite song for the moment is Thnks Fr Th Mmrs by Fall Out Boy. Oh, and TV. I’m addicted to this Chinese Drama called Devil Beside You. Mike He is so cute and so hot. Haha. Anyway, I hope this week goes well. I really need a break. Have a Kit-Kat. Haha. Lame :p

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Y10:51 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

-LETS DEBATE-
Debate. This word is just enough to make a person shudder. The thought of going up there and presenting your case with or against the motion; the thought of whether or not you have enough points elaborations to speak for 8 minutes; the thought of your opposing team challenging your case with POIs during your speech, causing you to be tongue-tied as you stuggle to answer their brilliant questions; and the list goes on and on.
I have been debating since form3, but am still a rookie. But two of my classmates (Samuel and Joshua) and I bravely took part in the second annual Swinburne World Schools Debating Championship on Wednesday to Friday (18 to 20 April 2007) at Swinburne University of Technology Sarawak Campus. Each participant had to pay RM25 to enter the competition, and each school is allowed to send two teams. Being from Kch Town No.1, we don't have a lot of money, so we only sent one team, and the school paid for us. Other participating schools were SM Lodge (two teams), SM Chung Hua Middle School No.1, SMK St Joseph, SMK St Thom (two teams), SM Sains Kuching (two teams), and SMK Green Road (two teams). Swinburne also had one team in. The Swing Team, who were junior debaters. Each team had to go through five preliminary rounds, whether win or lose. It was a three day thing, so I'll take you down memory lane day by day, just like my previous post.

DAY 1
On the day of the debate, I was really freaking out because we didn't have enough points for most of the topics layed out. This is no lie when I say that I was the only person to think, research and scout for points. Useless as they are, Samuel and Joshua didn't even bother and threw the whole thing to me. I was really panicking, mind you, the topics given weren't easy. When we got there in the afternoon, it started of with registration and photo-taking session. I was surprised to see Morgan from Lodge. When I walked up to him, he looked blur, obviously trying to remember who I am. But he did in the end. Haha. Then the Chief Adjudicator Mr Abdul Latiff gave us a talk on what debating is and who to debate. After that, we had the privillage of watching the committes of the Swinburne Debate Club in action. It was thrilling to see their style and learn a lot from them. Especially the way the rejected the POI's: "Please sit down, your chair misses you/Please warm up your chair." Very witty. After the demonstration, it was our turn to debate. Fortunately, each debate took place in a room, so there were no other audience to watch us fail miserably. At first, we were up against SM Sains, and the motion was This House Should Tax Fast Food. We were on the government side. It was nerve-wrecking. Sam didn't even pass 6 minutes, which was frustrating because Joshua and I had already helped him elaborate the points. In the end we lost. It was a spilt decision. Our teacher told us that one of the adjudicators was previously from SM Sains and our opponents were her students. She was the decider, and she confessed to my teacher saying, "I couldn't help it. They were my students before." So tell me what does this mean to you. Yes, we lost because of an adjudicator who has no moral values who favoured her students who weren't that good. Crap. We all finished quite late, and I reached home after 7pm.


DAY 2
I went back to Swinburne, still worried because of our lack of points. Our first round was against St Thom Team B (Daniel, John and Saravana), and the motion was This House Believes that Economic Development and Environmental Conservation Cannot Go Hand in Hand. This time, we were on the opposition team. Being the second speaker and Joshua the third, we had to put Sam forth as the first speaker because he does not know how to rebut points. So by being the first, he will not have to rebut many points given by the opposing team. This was where Joshua and I crashed. We focused to much on covering Sam and we didn't have time to manage ourselves. But anyway, the debate was tense, and when the adjudicators asked us to leave the room for them to make the verdict, we all went out, and started talking to the St Thom boys as though we had known each other for quite some time. From that point on, we became friends. And also with the other team from St Thom (Jared, Gabriel and Alvin). When we went into the room for our verdict, I was shocked to find out that we won by unanimous decision! One of the adjudicators (who was also the president of the Swinburne Debate Club) commented me on one of my answer for the POI given, saying that he liked the way I answered it. Haha. Well, truth be told, debating is not just about facts, statistic and records, its also about logic reasoning and commen sense. After that, we went against SM Lodge with the motion, This House Would Impletement A Complete Ban on the Selling of Cigarettes. We lost, of course. After lunch we had the fourth round which was an impromtu round and also a silent round. Surprisingly, we went against the same St Thom team, and the motion was, This House Believes that Traditional Music Should Not Be Modernised. And the committee said they will come up with an easy topic. Liars. Being in the opposition side again, we sat outside, trying to rack our brains (mine especially) for points and ideas. I kept thinking about one of the Malaysian artist that has modernised traditional Malay songs. At the very mention of Too Phat, the team from SM Sains (whom we lost to yesterday) heard it and said "Anak Ayam", which was one of the songs. Then we decided to share, and we sat a fair distance and told each other our points. Shhhh...... Haha. During the whole time we were debating, it wasn't as tense as it was in the previous rounds. I guess it's because our opponents were now our friends, and we kept signalling to each other and smilling to each other from across the room. They even sort of disturb me when I went up to deliver my speech. Haha. At one point the whole room was laughing their guts out because Sam sang the "Anak Ayam" song during his speech and made all sorts of funny noises. Haha. Then the Indian guy from the opposing team who was super funny, also mimicked Sam and the song. The adjudicators kept laughing, it was just fun. The new found friendship made it all the better. Since it was a silent round, the adjudicators did not reveal their verdict, so we left the room and went back into the lecture hall on the fourth floor. While walking, we all chatted and agreed with each other that tradisional music SHOULD be modernised! Obviously! Haha. Then we had another silent round, against the other team from SM Sains. The motion was, This House Would Expel Myanmar from ASEAN, and we the government team. Like I said, the topics layed out weren't easy. And among the three of us, I was the only who understood what was going on with Myanmar. I was really annoyed. But what to do? Haiz. After the debate, we went back to the lecture hall and chatted with the St Thom guys. We went home, convinced that we wouldn't break into the semi-finals, which would take a freaking miracle to do so. Haha.

DAY 3
This time, the trip back to Swinburne wasn't a big drag as it was the two previous days. While waiting outside the auditorium, I saw Henry. And Morgan, Henry and I chatted for a while. After that, I made my move into the auditorium to find that most of the schools were already there. The adjudicators announced who broke into the semi-finals. They were SMK Green Road Team A and B, SM Lodge Team A (Morgan's group) and last but not least, St Thom Team A (Jared's group). We were so happy! (1: We don't have to debate anymore; 2: Our friends made it, of course happy lo) Haha. St Thom went against SMK Green Road Team A. The motion was... This House Would Reform the United Nations Security Council. OMG... This is the hardest topic ever! Jared and his teamates were on the opposition side, which is hard, really really hard. Before they left for the room, I offered Jared the points that I've searched for on the internet. The girl from Chung Hua did the same thing. Jared gratefully took it and went on his way. Haha. Kuching Town and St Thom has formed alliances. Be forewarned! Lolz. When the four teams left, the adjudicators announced the verdict for the fourth and fifth round. We lost both silent rounds. But it's ok though. Hehe. We then head for the cafeteria with the others from St Thom. After a while, we went to watch the semi finals between SMK Green Road Team A and St Thom Team A. The St Thom team A did their very best. Gabriel had a very erm, cute speaking style, what with all the hand gestures and facial expression. Lolz. But I have to give credit to the Green Road team. They were really good. They spoke lightning fast and can even pass 7 minutes! Amazing. After watching the semi, I went back to school to do some stuff. I then went back to Swinburne with Yu Full to watch the finals. By the time I got there, the two finalist (SMK Green Road team A and SM Lodge team A) had already left the room and gone to prepare. And the motion was, This House Believes that the Government Should Pay Qualified Women Who Chose to be Housewives. We hanged, ate, chatted and laugh our heads off with our friends from St Thom while waiting for the finalist to return. When they did, the debate was on. It was so heated and very close. I must say, Lodge team was very much better than the Green Road team. The people from Green Road were good. They had good points, but they just bore me to death. Lodge team however, clashed with them head on and their speeches were interesting. I remember the time one of the Green Road speakers said something so silly and so irrelevant. He said, "...watch Teletubbies in the morning and CSI at night." which was brilliantly rebutted by the Lodge team who were on the opposition side. Haha. Anyway, after the debate, the judges went to the second floor to discuss their verdict. When they came back, they didn't announce the winner on the spot. First, they gave out certificates of participation to everyone, and also gave out awards such as Top 10 Best Speaker, Best Debater, Most Promising Speaker and all that other stuff. Much to my very UN-surprise, our team won the Most Humourous Group, an award given to the team which made the adjudicators can't help themselves but laugh. Haha. Oh man. On to business now. And the winners of the Swinburne World Schools Debating Championship are ............ SM Lodge! I knew it! Haha. After that, we had a group photo outside the auditorium. After biding our goodbyes (well, I'll be seeing them next Tuesday), we went off with not just certficates in our hands, but with a handful of knowledge and experience that was an extreme privillage to have.


It was really fun. That might probably be the last time I join a debate competition. But hey, you'll never know what the future will bring.

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Y6:48 AM

Monday, April 16, 2007

INTER-SCHOOL TENNIS COMPETITION (MSSG)



Woohoo.. I had tennis competition on the 11-13 April. Reping my school in the inter-school competition. Among the schools that bravely took part were Lodge, Kuching High, Green Road, St3, St Mary, St Jo, St Thom, Teknik Sejingkat, SMS, Kolej Abdillah etc. The venue was SLTA, as usual. So I missed three days of school. And I’ve “put on” one or two more shades of brown. Hazel kept saying that I look so dark now. I actually didn’t want to play, but was afraid of Uncle Yong. Haha. So I had no choice but to play and keep everyone happy, except me that is. However, I really expected it to be a total drag like every other year. But surprisingly, I had loads of fun (minus the hot sun and the long matches). I think it’s because I had my friends from Lodge School to hang out with. Here’s what went down during the whole competition.

DAY 1
I went to school first before I went to SLTA with my other schoolmates who were playing to. I did a bit of homework then went to wait for the van. When I reached SLTA, I was surprised to find Nicole there so early. I thought that she was still in school, sitting for her exams. So I went over to her court where the other Lodge kids were warming up. I also saw Zhi En there. Surprise surprise! It’s been a long time since I’ve seen him! Evone was there too. These two lazy bunch have not been to training for quite some time. Anyway, the competition started at 8am. We all went into the master court (court 8) to watch Ivan play with Norman from Green Road. It was super fun to watch Ivan play. At first he was so humble but when he started to lead the game, his head got big, which was fatal because he made lots of mistakes. Fortunately, he managed to deflate his head and he won the tie-breaker. So the score was 9-8 I think. I was quite surprised, but I’m so totally proud of him. Victory to Lodge! Quite a few of the other Lodgians managed to win the first round. Some got kicked out. I didn’t play in the morning, because I received BYE for first round. Dorothy wasn’t around because she was in Vietnam. Nicole received BYE too, so we only played in the afternoon. At 9 something, Zhi En keep asking for the time because he said he wanted to go back to school to sit for his BM paper, but couldn’t because he hasn’t played his match yet. So I told him to ask the officials to put his match first. And so they did. Zhi En played Justin from Kuching High and won. Haha. Not bad for someone who hasn’t trained for more than 3 months. He has a killer serve, bet he got that from his brother Zhi Yuan. Lolz. After his match he went to school with Lina. He didn’t shower and wasn’t planning to. Eewww. He’s one funny dude. The Lodgians were having their lunch (SCR) while I sat next to them. I was so freaking hungry, but didn’t want to eat just yet. My school teacher didn’t buy any food for us, instead, he gave us RM5 each. Evone and Ivan keep suggesting that we all go to Scoops for ice-cream. Yummy. We would have gone, but we didn’t have a car so. Later in the afternoon, two sweet angels named Nicole and Evone accompanied me to Civic Centre to have my lunch. I ate “nasi goreng ayam”, the Malay lady was so super-duper slow. The three of us drank Milo shake, nice nice. I think we’re all hooked on it because we drank it the next day, and the next. Haha. After lunch, we went back to the court. By then Stefanie, Ambrose, Morgan, Greg, Danielle, Eugene, Lina and Zhi En were back from school. They didn’t want to miss their papers because the school didn’t allow them to resit for the paper. Even if they did, it wouldn’t be counted in their report cards. So unfair. Anyway, I played my first match against a girl called Istari a.k.a Babe. I played her 8-2 and I advanced to the quarters. Before I played my next match, I had to accompany Charmaine to Sarawak Club. She went there for swimming lessons, but Natalie dragged her all the way to the tennis court and then ditched her. Charmaine had to go back, but she didn’t dare to cross the road alone. She tried asking Henry, Ivan, Zhi En and Morgan, but no one wanted to help her. So in the end, Greg and I went with her. I knew my match was coming up, so I told the officials were I was going. They gave me 15 minutes only to go! So mean. By the time I got back, my next match was on. I played Michelle Loi from St3. It was seriously hot in the afternoon. I forgot what time it was, but it was freaking hot! But I won 8-1 and advanced into the semis. I guess I indirectly helped Stefanie take revenge because Michelle beat Stef in chess. Lolz. Nicole played Stef, and she entered the semis, where she was suppose to play Lyn See the next day. Nothing much happened during the late afternoon, so Pn Chong send me back to school were I went online. Hehe.

DAY 2
It rained in the early morning, and also when I reached SLTA. Not many where there when I got there. I suppose its because of the rain, which was very unpredictable that day. When it stopped drizzling, Lyn See, Sarah, Melvinna, Tessie and I went to dry the court with the rollers. It was a good warm up, and we only did two courts. Once done, we warmed up with each other. The other courts were still wet, like sitting ducks. No one went to dry them. The adults/officials didn’t even get off their lazy butts to dry them. How can they expect us to do everything? So stupid. At about 9am, most of the courts were playable and the matches started. The doubles matches were suppose to be first, but the officials had to arrange the Girls Under 15 and 18 Singles first because Lyn See and Tessie were taking off at 11am to go to KL. Nicole played Lyn See, and lost. But I’m so proud of her because she really did put up a good fight! Tessie beat Wena, and straight away played her doubles match. That girl sure has a lot of energy! Ivan and Zhi En partnered up and played against some other two guys. I know that they can win. I bet they did too. Because I saw them goofing off during their warm ups before play. Haha. Unfortunately, the rain came down again, and all matches were postponed to the after lunch. This time, Lina, Stef, Evone, Nicole, Yii Lian and I (plus William) went to Civic Centre to have lunch.

I brought bread because I didn’t want to eat mamak food again. Some of them didn’t really have lunch too, and they stuffed themselves with junk food and Milo shake.

We had fun, and Lina, Nicole and I, oh and William too, wanted to go up Civic Centre. The others didn’t want to go because they heard stories about people committing suicide at the top. So they didn’t go, and we left them there. The four of us went up using the lift. The ride up was fun and the view was awesome!

But when we reached the top, the door opened and pitch darkness greeted us. All we saw was a sign board and nothing else. Anyway, it wasn’t really all that scary, but William freaked us all out! The moment the door slide open and all we saw was darkness, William started freaking out, sort of shouting and claimed that he saw something. It really really really made Nicole, Lina and I panic and we almost huddled together and quickly press the down button. My gosh… Never go up with William again. Haha… Drama King… The whole journey up and down took less than 3 minutes, and when we got back down, Lina had this whacked idea to scare the others who were still at the mamak stall. She clung onto Nicole’s and my arms, tilted her head downwards and pretended to be possessed. I kept laughing my head off and the others were like, O-K. Awkward, but with Lina, everything’s fun! When we got back, I did my add math homework while waiting for the rain to stop, which it didn’t. So I went to disturb Zhi En and Lina who were "studying" for their biology exam. Zhi En was just lying there, so i simply had to bull y him to the fullest because the next day was the last time I'll be seeing him. Anyway, all the matches were postponed to the next day as the rain didnt stop pouring..

DAY 3
Matches from the day before resumed without haste. Zhi En and Ivan won their doubles match, as expected. We were all having fun as usual. Greg and Eugene were playing this cheating-stupid-big headed pair. Greg’s opponents were so totally cheating, miscounting the score and all. I bet he did that on purpose because no one is THAT stupid. So when they said that the score was 8-6 (it was actually 7-6), Eugene called for an umpire, which wasn’t much help, because obviously the umpire weren’t on their side. It almost turn into a big brawl. What do you expect from people who are from SLTA?!? So Eugene and Greg lost. But that wasn’t the worst part. The worst part was Ivan extended his hands to one of the adults to show sportsmanship, but instead was told off! What the crap!!!! SLTA people can be so … But everything went ok in the end I guess. During lunch, in the hot afternoon, Yii Lian and Danielle played against Wena and Cecilia in the Girls Under 15 Doubles finals. They played at the court nearest the clubhouse, which made it easy for us to cheer them on. The Lodge supporters made so much noise, only to be challenged by the supporters from SLTA. Cecilia is from my school. Yii Lian is my friend. So who did I support? Well, GO LODGE!!! Haha. Friends trump school baby! I know, I know, I’m sesat. Lina kept asking me to transfer to Lodge. Haha. Whenever Yii Lian and Danielle made a mistake, the guys were like, “Its ok Danielle, it’s the balls fault!” They’d even say “It’s your shirt Danielle, take it off!!” Haha. Weird bunch. No longer than that, my match was up. I was a total nerve-wreck while waiting for my match. Because everyone was pep-talking me. Saying that Noraihan (my opponent) is so damn lousy and I am so much better and that I can win for sure. That really didn’t make me feel better, or confident for that matter. Because I knew what was going to happen. I know that in the court, I’m a totally different person, especially when I feel totally pressured. My heart was thumping so hard when I played. And the scorching hot sun didn’t do me any favours either. When I played, I felt as though the court was shortened by 1 meter and my balls keep going out. So seriously frustrating. All the time I wasn’t thinking clearly. I wasn’t afraid of disappointing my parents or my school. I was afraid of letting my friends down, who had their hopes on me and stuff. I didn’t care about my pride. But more of my friends. I wouldn’t know how to face them if I lost. So, my nerves got the better of me, and I lost 8-6. It was a close call, and might have been a totally different score if we played again. After my game I stayed downstairs, I didn’t want to go up and face my friends. I just couldn’t. However, William and Johan were there to “comfort and console” me by saying, “How could you lose to her? She’s so damn lousy”. Screw it, it made me felt really really bad. Honestly, after hearing that, I felt worthless, stupid and damn lousy. Thanks guys :p
I felt better after a while, and Nicole and Stef were playing Noraihan and her partner in the Girls Under 18 Doubles finals. I went to the furthest court to hang with the other Lodgians. I was sitting next to Lina and Austin was being such a perv that time! Haha. Someone had better put him on a leash. After that, Lina and I went to watch Nicole and Stef play. They took quite long. 3 hours to be precise. They won of course, and it shocked us all when Noraihan ran out of the court crying. Sheesh. Sore loser. Their match was the last to finish. The officials didn’t waste any time and did the closing. It you asked me, I’d have to say that was the most pathetic closing ever. No one was there to clap, no speeches, no one to take pictures, no witnesses. That was because it was already late in the evening, and most of the winners had gone home. Anyway, I got my bronze medal, and that’s that. And Evone can FINALLY chill because she has her own medal too! Haha


So, the whole time I had fun, bonding with my Lodge friends. They are oodles of fun (minus the cursing and swearing) and I’d seriously love to do it again with them. I also made new friends, namely Ambrose, Justin, Morgan and Eugene.
Since Nicole and I are both semifinalist, we haven’t made the inter-division team yet. We have to play against each other and Dorothy, where only two people will be chosen to join the team. Obviously Dorothy will take the spot with ease, which means either Nicole or I will have to be kicked out. But the both of us have already made a pact. Neither one is going anywhere if the other isn’t. Therefore, the both of us aren’t playing MSSS or MSSM this year. Besides, I’ll be super busy with the school magazine, not to mention I’m having SPM this year.
So I’m not going. No one can force me, because

Haha. Anyway, I won’t be joining inter-school again next year because I won’t belong to a school around this time next year. But I’ll definitely come watch my dear friends play and shout, “GO LODGE!!!”

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Y3:37 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

-HASTO PRONTO-
On the 30th March 2007, someone we all know and love has left us to a much more wonderful place. His memories will forever live on with us, along with the joy and laughter that he has brought into our lives.

Hermz, it sounds like someone died doesn't it? Well, in contrast to what you normally read in regards to such greetings as the above statement, this post is not entirely what you think. No deaths what so ever, everyone is still safe and sound. Ok ok, i'll cut the crap.. I just wanted to pull your legs!

My dearest, dearest, dearest, sweetest, dearest Brother, Michael Temietope has left Kuching, Malaysia to further his studies in London, UK. Nice nice... So, this post for today, is dedicated entirely to him.. lolz..


I went to the airport together with Che Chung and the rest to send him off. Lots of people were there to see him off, namely the Nigerians, of course.




Pictures from the other night. PS: Sorry they aren't clear. My camera has a bug or something..

To my surprise, we had it all pulled together and no one sheded a tear while he was still with us, that is. I was sad that he was leaving already, but at the same time, I am really happy for him that he is going to London to further his studies. Honestly, right now, I'm lost for words. I miss him dearly, and it really feels weird that he's not around. I guess I feel like this because I SMS and call him on a regular basis (well, that might be a slight exageration). But nevertheless, I know that God has called him to London for a reason, and despite how I feel, who am I to stop this Son of God from leaving? Although I did thought of the idea of brother-napping him at the airport.. Lolz.. just teasing..

I must admit, it is an extreme privilage to have met Brother. I'm not lying when I say that I can't find anyone else like him! A friend, brother and confidante, all blended together to make out what he is to me. But that is an understatement. Brother is ultimately one of the best thing that has ever happened in my life, definately a top 5!! lolz.. He means a lot to me, which makes it hard to see him walk through the departure door. But you know what they say,

"If you love someone, you'll let them go"

Frankly, no one else (well, apart from God), understands me the way he does. I do however, have a friend in school whom I confide about 60% (which is a lot) of my life to. But most of the times, it seems as though she finds the literature novel to be more interesting than my life problems. I do have Hui Ping there for me too, but there is just no competing with Brother. He's my number one confidante, of whom I have absolutely without a doubt am comfortable trusting. Lolz...


I'm keeping in mind that this isn't adios, but its hasta pronto. Ja mata, not sayonara. Hopefully, distance is nothing and I'll still be Sheep and he'll still be Brother lo.. It takes a lot of effort, but hey, its worth it.

I added the video clip down there for him. Lolz. We sort of like this song and there's a good reason why. I actually wanted to put Beyonce's Irreplaceable (cuz that song reminds me of him all the time), but seeing the circumstances, it just doesn't quite seem to fit here for the moment, because Brother, tu es imprescindible!! I hope the clip works...

(i've disabled the clip)


Hermz, so many things to say, but so little time and space! I do regret being unable to spend more time with Brother, but at the airport, I did manage to pull him aside and said what I had to say. An evil part of me was kind of hoping that he would cry, but I'm guessing it was better that he didn't. Or is it???? lolz lolz... Anyways, I've compiled together all of the pictures that I have of him.

Grow Camp, Genting Highlands


Nights of Fire, Planetshakers 31 August 2006


(500 years ago) lolz... Easter Rally, 2005

Well, I had better stop getting all mushy before it has a premenant effect! I hope that you enjoy reading this post, just as I had enjoyed typing it out as I reminise down memory lane.

Brother: Hey you. Not to worry. I don't go around carrying this nostalgic feeling over my head all the time till it affects me mentally. Lolz... Just wanted to say how wonderful you have been to Sheep Sheep here. Miss you loads and try not to sneeze more than twice. Anything less a three, well, guilty as charged. But anything more than that, it ain't me dude... Lolz...

Hasta pronto mi hermana.
Chaos
God bless

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